mourn for mumbai..

hell broke loose in mumbai..n i got 2 knw abt it wen i went 2 work 2day..d whole offce was talking abt it..shocked and stunned dat i was..suddenly it struck ma mind dat ma sis was in d same city..and very near d place whr al dis happened..after a phn cal was bit relaxed dat she was fine..mom was hysteric..wanted al of us 2 b back wid her in a sec..many mothers would be feeling d same way..worried abt dere children who r far away frm home..al coz of sm nasty ppl and dere evil devilish intentions..dunno wat dey want 2 achieve by doing al dis..dey demselves knw dey wnt b able 2 achieve wtever dey want in their lifetime..den y waste energy in hrming ppl who r already burdened wid al sorts of problms..wat d f is wrong wid dese guyz..y can't dey jes live in peace n let odrz live happily..who asked dem 2 go on a mission 2 create another so cald heaven or 2 liberate ppl..i did not..millions odr also did'nt..but v al hav 2 suffer coz sm ppl hav taken d responsibilty of cleansing d world for al of us..d philanthropist dat dey are..wat d fuck..

completely numb...

ma mind has gone blank..dazed..confused..completely numb..has stopped thinking..stopped responding..nt even d way u feel afta u get high..it was nt dis way alwayz..even few dayz back twas busy doing somethng..makng up stories..tryng 2 find out smthng or d odr frm wteva info it was getng..tryng 2 make me feel miserable(n quite successful in doing dat)..was pretty active al dese dayz..bt al of sudden it has stopped..hibernation or wat..formed a cocoon arnd itself and isolating me al2gether..n d best part m nt eva aware of d reason..sumtimes it treats me like a complete stranger..jes forcing me 2 stare blankly coz d thought process is completely ruled by it..me havng no say in that..like d way itz doing rite now..