completely numb...

ma mind has gone blank..dazed..confused..completely numb..has stopped thinking..stopped responding..nt even d way u feel afta u get high..it was nt dis way alwayz..even few dayz back twas busy doing somethng..makng up stories..tryng 2 find out smthng or d odr frm wteva info it was getng..tryng 2 make me feel miserable(n quite successful in doing dat)..was pretty active al dese dayz..bt al of sudden it has stopped..hibernation or wat..formed a cocoon arnd itself and isolating me al2gether..n d best part m nt eva aware of d reason..sumtimes it treats me like a complete stranger..jes forcing me 2 stare blankly coz d thought process is completely ruled by it..me havng no say in that..like d way itz doing rite now..